my brain has settled down now–
reconfigured– assimilated the new
information. i’m coming back
online– and the good news is:
i’m bigger and better than ever.
the new programming seems to be free of
glitches– and i’m feeling more at
ease than ever before. My mind
is lucid– my perspective vast. And
temperance is the card of the day.
I will endeavor to restrain the child
inside me who longs to leap forth
and knock you over with my voracity
and zeal for life. i will consciously
refrain from overwhelming or overpowering,
or do the best i can (what more could i
possibly ask of myself?)
You are an angel– with your clarity
and communication. Your words
are always perfect– even if you
don’t know from whence they come. Their
power hits me in a place that is deeper
than articulation. somewhere in my
inmost center, where consciousness struggles
to go– but a much larger understanding exists.
And i know the path ahead of us is long–
and winding– and it’s the most precious
and beautiful path i’ve ever conceived–
and it’s continually out of my grasp– beyond
imagination. It insists that i stop looking
forward and start looking around at what is
right next to me– surrounding me
now and now and now and now.
my brain has settled down now–
reconfigured– assimilated the new
information. i’m coming back
online– and the good news is:
i’m bigger and better than ever.
the edges of myself 