the edges of myself

words, words, words

totally overwhelmed by the magnitude of my feelings– having created clear and careful boundaries– FINALLY. though i feel the weight of them pressing down upon my heart.   walking through the motions– one foot in front of the other– a handshake and smile– the playful game of humanity– when no face is yours and none can compare.   …

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I’m sorting through a lot of late.  (When am I not?)  But by far the most potent thing seems to be acknowledging and letting go of the stories I tell myself.  (And I tell myself a lot of stories.)  Many of them are based in truth, or partial truth– and have some vague notion of …

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my brain has settled down now– reconfigured– assimilated the new information.  i’m coming back online– and the good news is: i’m bigger and better than ever.   the new programming seems to be free of glitches– and i’m feeling more at ease than ever before.  My mind is lucid– my perspective vast.  And temperance is the card of …

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